it seems there are a million and one things happening for me this week and the next. they are all good things for the most part. but either way it is just plain busy.
to start it all off, at the beginning of the week we received some news...we might have to move earlier than expected and start our new phase of life about 5 months sooner than expected. we were floored. i felt like i was going to puke all day long. i just didn't feel well. i also mentioned that our heads felt like they were exploding. and since then it has kind of just escalated. it just feels like one thing after another.
it looks like we probably won't be leaving early, but rather in 5 months like we originally expected. but something like this could happen again and then we may be caught off guard again. at least we will be a little bit more prepared if it happens again. at least we'll try. thinking that we might leave early brought up a ton of stuff for us. and then a few days later it seems we probably won't be going early. it was a rush of emotions and adrenaline.
tomorrow is my birthday and i am not too terribly excited about it because it just feels like..."one more thing!" i wish i could have it in june:)
i was hoping for a laid back week. no such luck.
this weekend is my grandma's memorial service. it will be sad, but there will be happy parts too. so i am looking forward to it and not looking forward to it all at the same time.
this weekend i am hosting a bachelorette party for my dear friend. she is getting married this summer overseas. so we are celebrating with her now. it will be fun and i am really looking forward to it. and have been planning it for awhile now. i love doing this sort of thing and it is extra exciting since it is for my good friend.
my four year old is driving me nuts today and i feel like i have been a terrible mother. she has not been napping this afternoon, but rather getting out of bed 5+ times to tell me she can't sleep. she has now been lying down for awhile, so hopefully she fell asleep. children without naps are like me without chocolate:)
it seems i am just in a rotten mood today and yesterday too. i have been praying and asking the Lord to help me but it feels like an uphill climb. and i am tired.
"naps" are almost up. so i will go enjoy the rest of my quiet time.
peace and love ya'll~
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